28 December 2006

Snow and Fire

West Bank Covered in Snow - A Spiritual Fire Erupts
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18 December 2006


Been spending my evenings crying. Somehow the stoic disposition which I have spent years cultivating has not been the divestment of wild emotion that it was advertised to be, but really just a way of avoiding all of those things that were too messy to deal with. Well, they've delt with me, in the form of a chronic exhaustion, and I have to put myself through remedial school in how to be human. Mysterious tiredness upon examination reveals itself as a detachment of self from self, a running away.

Away I'll run no more!

Dragons beware!

I'm on the march!

16 December 2006


Amazing deep heartrending glorious light fantastic work to do
and here I am drawn in by chess and tastless cookies, biographies of madmen and internet wanderings.